Hello darkness my old friend

I come to talk to you again.

I have not blogged about birthdays, my thoughts, and spectacular events (sarcastic here).
I just can't bring myself to do so lately.. INFJ thing? yeah I suppose... the fact that life is so freaking hard currently.. YEAH big time.






until then.. hello darkness my old friend.

"It is what it is".. I refuse that mind set!

Knowing something I can't yet prove, I'll keep that to myself.

"Because it's easier to know it than to explain why I know it". Again -Sherlock Holmes. 

one more...

Too manyVariabless!!

source : http://chiyoneun.tumblr.com/post/121500150075/dooooooodle  MY LITTLE PONY FAN 

I can't even begin to explain how I know what I know, and why I can't fix what needs to be fixed. And it drives me BAT SHIT CRAZY, to not be able to fix it, things, PEOPLE. So I wait, and wait for more varibles, in life that is never a constant. Sounds exhausting..............it is! 

Samuel's 9th Birthday Party

Last Sunday at Tebo's

For years my mother in law brought us together as a family to eat Sunday dinner at Tebo's every so often. A tradition I learned many families had.  http://www.tebos.net/news/a-message-to-our-customers-tebos-closing/

John & Craig cooking at the grill. Most of our family always ordered a hamburger, theirs were the best! I'm so said they are going out of business! But will always remember the memories there! 

Christian turns 16!