Tuesday, November 1, 2022
First time at camp!
Sunday, August 14, 2022
Monday, July 11, 2022
My sisters!
Monday, June 27, 2022
Saturday, May 7, 2022
Rainbow after purchasing this book!
Sunday, February 13, 2022
Friday, January 7, 2022
Finn socializing some more
Thursday, December 9, 2021
On today's adjenda..
Wednesday, December 8, 2021
Our next family member! I hope!!
Friday, December 3, 2021
Just Be...
Wednesday, December 1, 2021
Remind me who I am
Jason Gray - Remind Me Who I Am Lyrics
Remind me who I am
In the mirror all I see
Is who I don't wanna be
Remind me who I am
In the loneliest places
When I cant remember what grace is
Tell me, once again
Who I am to You, who I am to You
Tell me, lest I forget
Who I am to You, that I belong to You
To You
When my heart is like a stone,
And I'm running far from home
Remind me who I am
When I cant receive Your love
Afraid I'll never be enough
Remind me who I am
If I'm Your beloved can You help me believe it
Tell me, once again
Who I am to you, who I am to You
Tell me, lest I forget
Who I am to you, that I belong to You
To You
I'm the one You love, I'm the one You love
That will be enough, I'm the one You love
Tell me, once again
Who I am to you, who I am to You
Tell me, lest I forget
Who I am to you, that I belong to You
Tell me, once again
Who I am to You, who I am to You
Tell me, lest I forget
Who I am to You, that I belong to You
To You
To You
Read more at http://www.songlyrics.com/jason-gray/remind-me-who-i-am-lyrics/#uOxIpDR5ML5qPk03.99
My dad... (draft)
Everyone knows my dad at a difference glance within the kaleidoscope. I hope to hear more of who my dads was here today.
For me, I don't remember much before I was 10. Just bits and pieces before he and my moms divorce. I think I blocked it all out considering the hurt at the time. The next 10 years I spent with my mom and step father. Summers I would come to visit. We always made the trip to Dland and my beloved In-N-Out Burger. He'd always complain I ate him out of house and home... duh I was a teenager. And Sash would always take me under her wing to hang out and just chill.
When my oldest was born I was so proud to introduce his first grandson. I took video of him and Christian in our living room practicing on how to crawl. I remember that feeling like it was yesterday!
(find this video/pics)
Again, 2 years later he was here to watch Maddy crawl for the first time.
(ditto)
The most common memory is the greeting at the airport.. and the saying goodbye at the airport. Which honestly makes me the most sad. I know you're supposed to be upbeat about someones life. But what about telling everyone you care about TODAY you matter to me all the time!!!
Saturday, November 27, 2021
Feelings at Dads funeral. (draft still working on it)
I haven't posted since my dads death. I often do this on my blog... retreat, post then retreat again. It's my decision I don't have to write, no one expects me to. Yet.. it pulls me back. I feel a pull to write This pull doesn't connect me to others as I don't allow comments. It's more of a pull to write in a space that others and experience and feel what they feel. I often look back at old family videos and feel an intense love! But those same videos won't feel a inch of love from those who don't have connection to us. BECAUSE we're all becoming disconnected,, more so now then ever.
Friday, November 26, 2021
Thursday, November 18, 2021
Emma's first choir recital!
Tuesday, September 14, 2021
Healing
I enjoy blogging yet every time I came to this place I would see my dad's funeral announcement and get stuck. Grief comes in waves that's for sure! But I know my dad wants me to continue this love of mine so I'm doing just that. I miss you dad, we'll be together once again with every tear wiped from our eyes!
Friday, January 1, 2021
Jenn's published works! So proud!!!
Saturday, June 27, 2020
I miss my yesterdays!
Friday, June 22, 2018
Train ticket when you need it
Sharing this story of Corrie Ten Boom, a Holocaust survivor, was just the thing I needed. Thank you past K*, I am so thankful for your love of Christ, and his people!
All of God's people say... AMEN!
Sunday, March 11, 2018
Shout out to all of God's people, WE ARE BROKEN!
We are all broken! God will not love you more for what you have done today, God will not love you less for what you have done today. Today, the past, or the future, God loves you to to the moon and back! Silly little Nuttbrown hair, your Father will always love you more!