From night to day

I felt your pain the moment you woke.
Blissful dreams seared by blinding light.
Crimson clouds surrounds and chokes.
That peaceful bliss you held so tight.
I wish your dreams to start anew.
For today we start a day brand new.

-Brandalyn

Happy 4th Birthday Emmalyn!

Loves clothes. Especially shoes! 

Asks to pet every dog she sees. 

Sings to the radio in the car.

Misses her brother at school yet loves alone time with me.

Recently cut her own hair. 

Has amblyopia but hides her glasses/patches all over the house.

Her favorite show is Heidi. 

Loves her sister's makeovers. 

Still fiddles with my hair when sleepy. 

Has dad wrapped around her little finger! 

Makes me smile every day! 

Bride and future bride to be

Crystals last fitting. It was an honor for Emma and I to attend! 

Another laptop bites the dust

I miss blogging!

Two screens broken in one week! Our TV and my laptop. 

Now what?!!

Once again at a dead end with the stakes rising. What now? Have been told to put it in God's hands, but what does that even mean for me? Advice coming from all sides, are blurring my insight. I am at a loss what to do and having no path planned is making me feel lost, and disheartened! I feel like my heart is becoming calloused, I'm losing myself.