Happy 4th Birthday Emmalyn!

Loves clothes. Especially shoes! 

Asks to pet every dog she sees. 

Sings to the radio in the car.

Misses her brother at school yet loves alone time with me.

Recently cut her own hair. 

Has amblyopia but hides her glasses/patches all over the house.

Her favorite show is Heidi. 

Loves her sister's makeovers. 

Still fiddles with my hair when sleepy. 

Has dad wrapped around her little finger! 

Makes me smile every day! 

Bride and future bride to be

Crystals last fitting. It was an honor for Emma and I to attend! 

Another laptop bites the dust

I miss blogging!

Two screens broken in one week! Our TV and my laptop. 

Now what?!!

Once again at a dead end with the stakes rising. What now? Have been told to put it in God's hands, but what does that even mean for me? Advice coming from all sides, are blurring my insight. I am at a loss what to do and having no path planned is making me feel lost, and disheartened! I feel like my heart is becoming calloused, I'm losing myself.

Anywhere but here!

I had a different blog post I was writing.. it was very poignant, deep and epic....

But all I really feel right now at this moment is running far, far way! Just like someone else I know. To be anywhere but here! I'm right there with ya hon, but alas tomorrow is coming, the sun will rise on the same place we lay our heads tonight. We'll wake up clinging to the dreams we always wish to keep. Will tomorrow be the day you to roll over and wish to be somewhere else, or will you push on like I do? Determined to fight for a better view?