Happy Halloween 2015!

We braved the pouring rain to collect as much candy as possible!

Emma - Sofia the First

Sam - Indian Jones

Maddy - A Shadow 

Christian - Teen w/a green mask 

There's a fine line between chaos and a hullabaloo

Glad to have you back hun! It's been a crazy week, welcome back to the chaos! PS... Forgot to take the trash out Tuesday, and my honey do list is pretty long! ;) 

Just one moment

Had a moment of depression today, a feeling of complete hopelessness. I only got to wallow in it for a short moment. I wish I could have stayed in that moment a little longer, to work through it and figure things out. But no, I'm not allowed sit in despair, I'm a mom!
A big thank you to three acquaintances today who became my friends. Having no one to talk to is always the worst!

It was a very sad day :(

Pet peeves

Someone's head is somewhere else when I'm talking.

"So I was thinking... blah, blah, blah.."

Next thing out of their mouth is... 

"Do you want some peanut butter?"

Life is drawing without an eraser - John W. Gardner

I wish I could weave back through time and erase myself from so many peoples lives. My mark is permanent, with no foreseen formula to make it beautiful.

Poem to follow. 

Who r u?

My life turned upside down, and right side up! 

Blurred past

It all seems to run together, my feelings of the past blurred. Highs and lows of yesterdays I no longer feel, but today feels vibrant. The sting of things today will fade. I pray now tomorrow a memory worth lasting, holding on till it trickles... into a blur

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Gladstone United!

photo credit to Mindy Christopher http://mindychristopherphotography.pixieset.com/

These kids had such a great game today playing against their rival. Both teams were undefeated, but only one stayed that way. So proud of these boys for working so hard to stay on top!

Ready for us?

(Team party last night! Picture posed and sent to the opposing team)

Me time!

Time alone upstairs, listening to the littles with Dane downstairs. What could be sweeter? Hmmm... What shall it be tonight?

An enigma

Hence why my blog some months have an entry everyday and others have maybe one. I'm constantly writing in my mind, things I want to get out, things I want to remember, things I wish I could forget. But sometimes I just don't have it in me and I suppress it all, letting it eat me up inside. Pain sometimes feels good, and I wallow in it all by myself.