Wednesday, December 24, 2025

Pink Drink

You lift me when it counts,

no speeches, no drama.
Just there.

You poise a field goal in your hands
a plea. What does that even mean?

Sill girl, playing silly games, She won't ask,

Too scared, too timidied, but has her wants,

Not really for a pink drink,
but time.
Time to sit, to be near,
to share what won’t come out right.

Moments I can’t explain,
moments I still want you to have.

So we go to Starbucks.
The pink drink is the excuse.

It’s the quiet way I ask
for time I don’t know how to request,
for a space where words aren’t required.

You don’t fix anything.
You don’t ask for explanations.

You just make room.

A seat in the car.
A stop that wasn’t planned.
Time that didn’t have to be earned.

I talk when I can.
When I can’t, you don’t fill the space.

That’s not a field goal.
It’s a question.

And the answer
is a cup in my hand
and the long, hopefully long way home.

Wednesday, July 9, 2025

Wayless

Stuck, like a Tesla on autopilot—
Red light says halt, green light says go.
But here I am, motionless,
while life speeds past in every lane.

It’s not that I fear the road ahead—
it’s the which way that undoes me.
So many paths, each with a shadow of what if,
so many turns that might be wrong.

I ache to move, yet freeze instead—
not out of laziness, but the weight of choice.
And still, I know:
Standing still might be the greatest wrong of all.