It's been ages since I've finished a book, came to a conclusion, or sat back and admired a project tied in neat bow. In my happiest times I've had breathing room to dedicate finishing things. But I'm learning and trying to accept that so many aspects of this life are connected to others, and things that I cannot control. It drives me bat shit crazy sometimes, but other times life's surprises make me smile.
I guess I need to accept the things I cannot bring to completion, and still find a balance in my need to see it's end vs see it's evolution. Life is beautiful either way. Just don't stall on me.. that REALLY drives me BAT SHIT CRAZY!